now

now that i've given up thinking too much about stuff, and given up the excessive self-analysis (apart from this rule-disproving exception, damnit...), i find that: i've more time for other people; i'm less self-centred; i communicate better; i get less het up; i do more spontaneous things; i enjoy music and language more; i realise how precious everything is; i realise how beautiful most stuff is; the world opens up in colour.

good.